
I have always like new things. I have always enjoyed looking at creative ideas. I have always found excitement in technology.
But I have always thought that this was also my vice, my weakness. I have grown up believing that this feeling of always wanting something new has been an area of selfishness and discontentment with what has been given to me. This feeling of always wanting to see the next new thing became like a sin in my life.
Lately, God has been showing me that this desire is not of my sinful nature. But that my sinful nature tries to distort the exact design that God has used in my life, in my being. God has designed me to think innovatively. He has designed me to think about the creative and innovative things that can be done. Where I have made mistakes is that I see the next innovative thing, and I try to buy it. I feel that if I have the thing, that my longing will be complete. Things always fail, but my innovative desire in me is not about getting the thing, but about the innovation behind it.
I will try to learn more about how God has designed me to innovate. I will not tell myself anymore that this feeling inside of me is sinful, or that it shows discontentment with what God has blessed me with. Instead, I will pray through this new found wiring of my brain, and allow God to clarify what it means for me to be made in HIS creative image.

